// Life’s a Beautiful Mess//

12:27. 
Listening to A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz.

I can see colors.
So many flavors.
They’re so beautiful.
I’m in wonder.

I’m still young,
I’ve got a lot to learn.
I’ll just have to wait 
And see that my heart will turn.

I wanna wait for that someone, 
and maybe tell our story to everyone!

Everything’s beautiful yet everything’s painful.
I’m so happy just the way it is, I’m not regretful 

 

// Ghost of Yesterday.//

Why don’t you just go
and leave me alone?
Don’t ever come back again,
‘Cause I don’t want pain.

If you love me,
please tell me,
please tell me,
I’m going crazy.

I don’t wanna cry anymore.
I’m sick of sad songs. 

Go away,
Ghost of yesterday.
Don’t haunt me,
like those days.
 

// Cursed Heart//

Who’s that man i see in the mirror?
He looks disarmed, maybe he’s in terror.

I can see his eyes, 
He’s losing all his colors. 
He wants to say goodbye,
‘Cause he’s losing all his vigor.

He’s just a man, just a man,
enchanted by the girl who took his hand.

His smile, his smile,
it’s turning upside down
while his soul drown.

He’s pale, there’s nothing there.
He wants to go elsewhere.

He’s hanging. Hanged.
He doesn’t know when will all his nightmare stop. 

Torn between he and Him.
The one who saved him or the one he dreamed.

It doesn’t matter
he wants to escape from all this horror.

I can sense his soul,
it’s losing hope.

Who’s gonna save him?
from his cursed heart’s whim. 

Oh wait,
he’s holding a gun.
Pointing at himself.
Maybe, just maybe he’ll never see the sun.